Praying for Rain
By Brandon Boey
Editor’s Note: This is the
first in a series of missionary columns that will explore the
joys and rewards of missionary work. The name of this column
comes from John 4:35, when the Savior said, “Behold, I say unto you, Lift up your
eyes, and look on the fields; for they are white already to
harvest.” If you have any missionary experiences you would like
to share with Meridian readers, please send them to Brandon Boey at
missionary@meridianmagazine.com.
This first column tells a story that takes
more than half a century to unfold. It is a strong reminder
that conversion is a process, and that seeds that are planted
can lie dormant for years, and even for decades, before they
grow and bear fruit.
Around
fifty-five years ago, a young man in China, barely out of his teens, searched for truth during
the off-hours from laboring at the docks in the city which he
lived. Around the same time, a number of churches had sprung
up in the area. One hot summer afternoon, he found himself wandering
into the cool shelter of one of these chapels. The quick refuge
from the sweltering streets led to a meeting with the pastor
of the parish, and soon the spontaneous visit evolved into regular
returns.
The
young man felt drawn to the teachings of a Savior who had come
to redeem the people of the world. His understanding was basic,
but he soon found himself contemplating baptism and joining
the pastor’s church. Even still, there remained a nagging uncertainty
whether the things he was learning about Christ were true or
if they were simply the product of fanciful contriving constructed
to satisfy the gaps in human understanding. As taught by his
new Christian instructors, the man turned to prayer for an answer.
Thus began his communication with God, and a deep testimony
in the efficacy of it. He described feeling a soothing peace,
as refreshing as the calm shade of the sanctuary — a stark contrast
from the bustle of the Shanghai city outside the doors. He soon
felt it was the will of God that he receive baptism.
“I’ll
never forget that feeling,” he said, years later. “I prayed
to know whether Jesus was who they said He was, and I received
an answer.” In gratitude, Mr. Jun Ying Ren was baptized shortly
after by the pastor.
Within
months, he found himself on a boat much like the ones he’d worked
around at the port. He was headed across the Strait to a new
life in the country of Taiwan. It was only a matter of time before he met his wife
at a dance. She was beautiful and he impressed her with his
manner and knowledge of the world. The sleek couple was married
shortly after and had three daughters.
Over
the years, Mrs. Ren became somewhat interested in the Christian
faith her husband frequently mentioned. His daily habit of vocal
prayer and reading of the Bible, while merely amusing and endearing
to her at first, soon began to cause her to wonder about the
source of his deep commitment. But it also struck her as odd
that he never attended church.
She
started to investigate the Christian churches in Taipei, and
prodded her husband to take her to a Sunday service. He refused,
and explained that he felt conflicted by the idea of attending
any other church outside of the one into which he had been baptized.
He told her that he feared that doing so would offend God. Yet
at her persuasive insistence, he finally relented and ended
up chaperoning her to several churches in the neighborhood.
Each time, he returned home dissatisfied, longing for his first
church across the sea.
The Church with the Peculiar Name
Shortly
after, Mrs. Ren met a pair of female missionaries from a church
with a peculiar-sounding name. They informed her that they were
representatives from The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day
Saints. Her husband, while supportive, carefully steered clear
of the eager sister missionaries as they taught her the basic
tenants of the gospel of Jesus Christ. Mrs. Ren was taken with
the way they were able to direct her to specific sections of
the scriptures to answer her questions, and was particularly
moved by how each truth and point of doctrine seemed neatly
circumscribed into one great plan of God. Within months, to
the delight of the missionaries, Mrs. Ren was baptized as a
member of the Church.
With
a new set of scriptures and her daughters in tow, Mrs. Ren faithfully
attended sacrament and Relief Society meetings. However, as
she became more deeply involved in striving to live the new
things she was learning, she began to yearn to be joined by
her husband. The concept of an eternal family beckoned her to
the temple, and she emerged with an even greater resolve to
bring him into the joys she was experiencing.
Scores
of missionaries visited the Ren Family home. Each time, Mr.
Ren politely listened but declined any further involvement with
the Mormon Church. His heart was somewhat softened at the concern
of so many members and missionaries to help him, but he felt
this was a personal matter between God and himself, and he could
not allow himself to be swayed despite their persistent efforts.
He became a perpetual “investigator” — someone who would be
visited year after year by each new set of missionaries in the
ward. As he related the events of this period, he described
not being able to feel any desire to read the Book of Mormon.
This, coupled with never being able to have a replication of
the strong feelings he’d experienced so many years ago in his
original prayer, made it so that he particularly couldn’t perceive
any need to join his wife’s faith, and certainly no reason to
be re-baptized.
The Proposition
Many
years later, while serving in the area the Ren Family lived,
my companion and I decided to visit each home of every member
in the ward we didn’t know. Working our way down the list, we
set up an appointment to visit Sister Ren and her husband, who
was now in his mid-seventies. The elderly couple welcomed us
into their home and gave us juice.
“There
are two things I believe in,” he told us bluntly, “— the Bible,
and prayer.”
I
thought about it for a moment. “So you believe in God?” I asked.
He
nodded resolutely. Then he added, clarifying, “I believe in
Jesus Christ.”
“This
Jesus you believe in, do you believe He answers your prayers?”
“Of
course,” he said. “He has in the past. That’s why I was baptized
in China in the first place.”
“Let
me make a proposition,” I invited. “You believe in Jesus and
you believe He has the ability to answer prayers. Why don’t
you pray to your Jesus in your own way and ask Him if what we’re
telling you is true?”
Mr.
Ren thought about this. His wife looked over towards him, hopefully.
Yet years of observing his stubborn behavior told her not to
get her hopes up. After a few more moments of meditative silence,
he finally spoke.
“Okay.
Why not?”
“Does
that seem like a fair proposal?” I inquired, making sure he
felt comfortable.
“Sure.”
“Can
we kneel to pray?” I asked.
We
knelt down in prayer on the spot, surrounding the coffee table.
I couldn’t help but feel a little guilty as I saw Mr. Ren slowly
place a pillow underneath his wobbly old knees, but felt compelled
by the Spirit to allow him to do it anyway.
Mr.
Ren’s prayer was simple and sincere. A peaceful feeling filled
the room. He mentioned what we had taught about the priesthood
and authority. “These men say that I must be baptized again,
but I have already been baptized, haven’t I?” he reasoned. “But
I will do thy will.”
“How
do you feel?” I asked after the prayer was over. His eyes were
moist.
“I
feel better about it,” he replied. A door had been opened.
Typhoon Miracle
A
week later, my companion and I stood outside a neighborhood
restaurant watching a violent wall of heavy rain pour down onto
the street, causing swirling pools of rushing water around our
parked bicycles. It had been an entire week of tropical typhoon
weather, but when we left our apartment that morning the sky
was clear and cloudless and so we assumed the storms had passed.
Now, only hours later, we were wishing we had erred on the side
of caution and brought our raingear with us.
I
looked at my watch. Ten minutes until our appointment with
the Ren Family. This was going to be an important meeting.
Their home was a couple of minutes away from where we just had
lunch, but I knew if we arrived to their home sopping wet, there
was no way the elderly couple would allow us to teach them without
getting changed and dried first, which would’ve left us with
not enough time to cover all that we’d planned.
“What
do we do now?” Elder Millar asked, stony-faced.
“I
don’t know. Start praying?” I retorted, annoyed by the whole
matter.
My
companion snorted, chuckling. Although I had meant it as a joke,
it suddenly struck me as strange that we thought the idea of
praying for help as a laughable concept. If praying for the
rain was so ridiculous to us, what in the world were we doing
on a mission? In all truth, being late or wet to the appointment
probably wouldn’t have made a big difference, yet to us it was
important and I believed that by virtue of that it was important
to Heavenly Father too. From the look of the dark clouds, bulging
with fullness of the dense rainwater, I knew the storm was going
to last for at least the rest of the afternoon.
I
turned to Elder Millar. “I bet you no one else in the area is
praying about the weather right now.”
“So
what does that mean?” he asked.
It
had been raining all week. There was no drought or shortage
of water. I could not perceive any conflict of interest. It
seemed reasonable to request a five-minute pause in the rainstorm,
just long enough to get to the Rens’ home. We were the only
ones in several square miles on the Lord’s errand, and it seemed
fair to ask for some help. Elder Millar listened to my line
of reasoning for a few moments and agreed.
“Okay.
Let’s try it,” he volunteered.
We
huddled under the corner of the canopy and began to pray aloud.
The deep booms of tumbling thunder rolled across the darkening
sky, drowning out my voice. As we prayed, we became aware that
we were asking for something beyond the reach of our own powers
and abilities. We explained our position, and acknowledged that
there were probably other things of greater significance that
needed His attention, but that right now this meant the world
to us. Five minutes. That’s all we were asking for. Just
for the rain to stop for five minutes.
We
ended the prayer and watched the street at the sign of any change.
The fat droplets of rain splashed around until they abruptly
began to thin out until they vanished completely. Elder Millar
and I looked at each other in stunned silence, as if afraid
that we’d somehow break the spell of the moment by talking.
I felt a lump form in my throat. I couldn’t believe it.
Without another moment’s waste, we clamored onto our bikes,
and began to ride breathlessly back to our apartment. We sped
down the street and rounded the corner, our balding tires sliding
in the slick streets, and finally skidded to a stop at our apartment
building. No sooner did we step under the covering of the entrance
did the swollen clouds immediately break open into a thundering
torrent, making a sound as if the sky was gasping for breath.
Answered Prayers
Two
weeks later, Brother Ren was standing in white in the baptismal
font. In his talk following the ordinance, he recounted his
history of prayer. He shared how the prayer he had with us was
the first time since his original prayer as a young man in China that he felt so moved. In that first prayer, he asked
to know whether Jesus was the Son of God and he received an
answer. And now, more than fifty years later, his second prayer
was about which church was true and had been similarly answered.
My
companion and I knew we had witnessed a fulfillment of the promise
of the kind of relationship Heavenly Father wants to have with
His children. “Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye
shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.” (Matthew
7:7)
My
ears perked up as Brother Ren then recounted the day we surprised
them by showing up for the appointment as scheduled despite
the typhoon. He said that as we entered, there seemed to be
a light beaming from our faces, which remained for the length
of the visit. His wife stood up and recounted the same detail
as she joined his side, and told the congregation that they
would’ve done anything to bask in that light even a little longer.
As I listened, I couldn’t help but feel gratitude for the miracle
my companion and I had experienced that day ourselves — unbeknownst
to them. The words entered my mind: “What man is there of you,
whom if his son ask bread, will he give him a stone? Or if he
ask a fish, will he give him a serpent? If ye then know how
to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your
Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask
him?” (Matthew 7:9-11)